I find it insulting that after all the stuff I've willingly volunteered to do for you over the years, you've never considered me as a friend - and push me away when I ask you about your health. Never mind about the girlfriend crap... I mean - just a friend. And you've placed MANY people less deserving of that "title" above, around and over me.

It's funny to me now, that when I look back to those years - the more I did, the less you were impressed or cared, however, those "friends"/ex's/mistresses that did shit all - you respected and wanted in your life as a friend or more.

I shake my head as I write this - on what a GREAT FRIEND I WAS, thinking back to the numerous GST payment runs to Mississauga when you couldn't make it and leaving work early to do it before 4:00pm, asking for favours from my boss about your family's insurance claim, spending my weekends editing and transferring your O.R. manual to CD...just to name a few.

I think I asked you to look into winter tires for my old car and to have them changed while I was there in Niagara during convention for the week - but you couldn't even be bothered. However, spending days to make ridiculous equipment for your friends to use in their show - that was worth your time and energy. I could go on, but I wont.

I was a GREAT FRIEND to you... and you didn't even appreciate it. So I realize that you are absolutely right - "We can't be friends"... because you don't know how to be one to me!

P.S. your message to me on msn "Face the music - move on - I'm not proposing"...???? WTF!!! - You can't even be a friend, who would expect a proposal!?!

Yeah, I know. But anything with the name 'winky' I find highly disturbing!

What can be worse...melancholy is a bitch!