Lying awake pondering it and its validity in my life. What is truth? Is there even absolute truth? I know that truth for myself takes time to realize whatever the hell it is because I bury it in my own personal bullshit so I don’t have to think about it.

Truth, something when I was a staunch believer of christianity I preached, yet the analyst within me constantly questioned.

Truth, something I was running from constantly because the truth hurts. There is no grey area where truth is concerned, and yes, it does take time to reveal it, let alone to accept it.

I want the truth without having to always ask for it.